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'I'm Never Gonna Grow Up?' EP
You're Not Batman
You’re trin’a catch my eye with that big bright smile,
I see you over there with you’re big blue eyes and blond hair,
you’re trin’a make me notice you by
acting like a punk,
and I don’t like drinking alcohol, but boy you make me drunk.
ooooo, I don’t wanna hold your hand,
I don’t want you to be my man, flirt
with me all you can, but boy,
you’re not batman
ooooo, I don’t wanna be alone, but
you’re getting all up in my zone, you
can have my phone, but boy,
you’re not batman, you’re not batman
not that man, boy you’re not batman
You’re starting to become a drug but this love isn’t true,
coz I’m thinkin’ ‘bout someone else whenever I’m with you,
It’s not like one of the movies or books that I read,
you’re kinda winning over
my heart, but then again you’re not the lead
ooooo, I don’t wanna hold your hand,
I don’t want you to be my man, flirt
with me all you can, but boy,
you’re not batman
ooooo, I don’t wanna be alone, but
you’re getting all up in my zone, you can have my phone, but boy,
you’re not batman, you’re not batman, not that man, boy you’re not batman
I don’t wanna destruct your pride, but
I don’t want you to stay,
I don’t want you to call a ride, I don’t wanna make you gray,
I don’t want you to be alarmed, but I fear every day,
that you’re just gonna walk away, don’t walk away,
ooooo, I don’t wanna hold your hand,
I don’t want you to be my man, flirt
with me all you can, but boy,
you’re not batman
ooooo, I don’t wanna be alone, but
you’re getting all up in my zone, you
can have my phone, but boy,
you’re not batman, you’re not batman
not that man, boy you’re not batman
you’re not batman, not that man,
boy you’re not batman
Happy in your Hate
Happy in your hate,
don’t worry ‘bout me,
happy in your hate,
don’t worry you’re pretty little mind,
happy in your hate,
I’m happy where that is,
Happy in your hate,
don’t worry ‘bout me.
You walked through the door didn’t know what to say,
I’m speechless, still carrying you’re weight,
I’m haunted, oh, by the monsters in my mind, oooh,
your shadow, traumatised me,
I’m strugglin’, to find the light,
need a candle, to get me through the night
Happy in your hate,
don’t worry ‘bout me,
happy in your hate,
don’t worry you’re pretty little mind,
happy in your hate,
I’m happy where that is,
Happy in your hate,
don’t worry ‘bout me.
Gettin’ stronger, picking up my feet,
I’m facing, all of my fears,
not sat here, drowning in my tears, oooh,
I’m fighting, collecting all the pieces
you shattered, thought you were the one that mattered,
now I’m stitching up my scars.
I’m crawling, out of the pit you dropped me in,
now I’m doin’, just fine on my own,
not dying, on the inside,
not crying, out of my eyes,
I’m smiling, coz of where I am now.
Happy in your hate,
don’t worry ‘bout me,
happy in your hate,
don’t worry you’re pretty little mind,
happy in your hate,
I’m happy where that is,
Happy in your hate,
don’t worry ‘bout me, ‘bout me.
Scratches Hurt
I should be okay, right?
I should be fine and dandy, right?
I should be all fixed up, my cracks should be gone,
my scratches should be healed until unnoticeable,
and I should be all clean and brand new but,
I’m not I’m not fine, I should be better
but I’ve lost all my shine, coz,
These cracks are still here
even if they aren’t visible,
these scratches hurt more that hell itself, and I’m not clean I’m not brand new, I’m, old and rusty and used, and,
you’ve got no clue, ohohoh, and “life’s hard” but I can’t abuse it, but I’m breaking down brick by brick by brick,
I was a clock, but I’ve lost my own tick.
All my work has gone to waste and,
I don’t deserve to be here no more,
I should be alone in a lifeless field,
surrounded by nothing,
I built a house just to keep myself warm, there must be a reason that I was born, and that must be why my whole brain was torn, but why am I starting to grow thorns.
It’s cause these cracks are still here
even if they aren’t visible,
these scratches hurt more than hell its self, and I’m not clean I’m not brand new, I’m, old and rusty and used, and,
you’ve got no clue, ohohoh and “life’s hard” but I can’t abuse it, but I’m breaking down brick by brick by brick,
I was a clock, but I’ve lost my own tick.
And I’ve got no shoulder to cry on,
I’ve not got wine to pour into a glass,
I can’t do anything falling behind my whole class,
I’m not even here when you all trespass.
Cause these cracks are still here
even if they aren’t visible,
these scratches hurt more that hell itself,
and I’m not clean I’m not brand new,
I’m, old and rusty and used, and,
you’ve got no clue, ohohoh
and “life’s hard” but I can’t abuse it,
but I’m braking down brick by brick by brick,
I was a clock, but I’ve lost my own tick.
Heartbreak Symptoms
This chest pain is nothing normal,
I can’t breathe properly in the setting,
dizziness got me seeing paranormal,
I can’t stop my palms from sweating,
I keep coughing up my words,
I can’t stand in front of you it just hurts, and the feeling of leaving without me is worse,
I have shortness of breath, can’t get lungs full of air, episodes of sobbing in rage and despair, I can’t feel my body, I have lost all control, I hate everybody but you, my mind’s full of potholes,
These feelings are breaking my system,
I’m feeling the heartbreak symptoms,
the heartbreak symptoms,
oh how could I miss ‘em, ooooh,
I’m feeling the heartbreak symptoms.
You say we should make boundaries
and I agree with that, but I’m never thinking, too much drinking,
I’m, over attached, don’t freeze me out, I don’t wanna be, an ice cube in your summer please, you’ve changed so much feels like you’re already detached,
I have shortness of breath can’t get lungs full of air, episodes of sobbing in rage and despair, I can’t feel my body, I have lost all control, I hate everybody but you, my mind’s full of potholes,
These feelings are breaking my system,
I’m feeling the heartbreak symptoms,
the heartbreak symptoms,
oh how could I miss ‘em, ooooh,
my heart’s stinging, overthinking
that one day you might like me back again,
coz I’m sinking yea I’m sinking,
sinking in the heartbreak symptoms,
the heartbreak symptoms, oh how could I miss ‘em oooh
feeling the heartbreak symptoms,
oh the heartbreak symptoms,
oh how could I miss ‘em, ooooh,
feeling the heartbreak symptoms.
Alone Again
Cry so hard till I can barely breathe,
need something to make me feel relief,
think so hard till I grit my teeth,
feel like I’m playing make believe,
can’t get out of bed ohhh,
It looks like I’m alone again, oh,
It looks like I’m alone again,
It looks like I’m alone again, oh,
It looks like I’m alone again,
The fire spreads and I need some help,
gotta gain control of myself,
need to work on my mental health,
seems like there’s nobody else,
can’t get out of bed, ohhh,
It looks like I’m alone again, oh,
It looks like I’m alone again,
It looks like I’m alone again, oh,
It looks like I’m alone again,
The world has turned its left me here,
I’m all alone and I don’t wanna disappear,
can’t find no one to help me fight it,
so I sit here alone and try to write it,
(Guitar Solo)
It looks like I’m alone again oh,
It looks like I’m alone again,
It looks like I’m alone again, oh,
It looks like I’m alone again,
It looks like I’m alone again
(I don’t wanna be alone not alone again)